Help! I'm Stuck in the Waiting Room of my life!

Deepassionate1 Speaks

The night flows with the ink while I sink into my own thoughts. How much more could I have accomplished today? Instead, I moved my imaginary target so many times, leaving me asking myself a very important question. Do I really want me to win? What am I even aiming for anymore? I know it's not power or respect, but I would be lying if I said that financial stability wasn't a part of the lining of my inner core.

Abba you said that I need to focus while resting and waiting on you. But how can I focus when my mind is running in a marathon and intends to win with or without me? How do I command my brain to slow down, allowing me to breathe in the life that I want to live? Even my hands are working against me, becoming weapons of massive scrolling, while my eyes are patrolling the virtual scene, reminding me that I am still a princess in a Queendom and a Waitress in a waiting room.

Abba Father please restore my vision so I can clearly see, what you have declared for my life will surely be! Help me to understand that waiting doesn't mean no and that it is all part of your strategic plan that will help me to grow. For you know the plans you have for me, plans to bless me and not to harm me, plans to give me hope and a future. Help me to stop worrying and to commit my plans to you.
Knowing that it is not by power or by might, but by your spirit that I will make it through.

-Dee

Questions of the day

What are you waiting on right now? 
How are you waiting? 
Are you allowing God to have His way in your life while you're waiting?
Why do you think God is making you wait?
Do you know how to Wait?

How do you wait? 

Worship God
Ask God Questions about your next steps
Invite God into your process
Trust that God is going to provide for you while preparing you for your purpose.

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