My life is complex
God’s plan is perfect.
There are days when I wish I can have the passion without the pain
There are days when I get up and I want to go back to sleep again
But my demons don’t taunt me when I am greeted by the light
I don’t wear too much makeup, just a touch of eyeshadow to keep
My eyelids bright
Especially when the thunderstorms come pouring down at night
Pick up that pen and write
Why waste my energy and time to fight
So tired, but I am still searching for his insight
I realized that the stage is a sacred space
Built for the children of God to receive and share his grace
It’s not just a place to pick up the mic
Spit some fire, but leave no insight
Memorize a poem
Pull up and recite
Talk about changing the world, but still not living right
Sometimes I want to grab my pen and plunge in deep
Set my words on fire and listen to my heart speak
About the things that make Deepassionate1 weak
Like how I struggle with depression and learning how to let go
Of the things and the people who take my high and bring me low
About how I worry about the future and get stuck in the past
Talk about how many times I cried myself to sleep
While praying that the pain won’t last
I am still searching for the missing parts of me
And when I recover all the parts of myself I will be totally free
Free from the pain, free from my past
Free to be me, free at last.
Questions of the day
What comes to your heart and your mind when you think about pain in your life? Make a list.
What do you do when you are dealing with life's bitterness and strife?
How do you turn your pain into passion and give your passion a purpose?
Identify someone in your life who is supporting your right now and share what makes that person a great support system.
Inspire Yourself & Live!!!
11/23/2020 03:19:55 pm
Love todays Motivational Monday as I started to read that which is written everytime I read my truth it felt as if you are sharing with the world your personal struggles and some of those struggles I could identify with.I literally told God about an hr ago that I am tired of crying I have been crying for years now!!You see as I let go and let God ive been on this path journey that took me back through my life and as I go through my past and im meeting back up with people that I stopped speaking to and just rested with God its very disturbing how I am now seeing that many people related to the person that would just take all of the negative things that was thrown at her and wear it like a red letter to say you are a bad person
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