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9/22/2024 0 Comments Dear Dee,Dear Dee,
I see your heart, hopes, and the moments when you wonder what comes next. The future may seem like a canvas cloaked in mist, with the brushstrokes of your dreams and desires yet to take form. But trust this: I am the Master Artist, and nothing escapes My hand. Every color, every shade, every intricate detail of your life is known to Me. You don’t need to see the entire picture to know that it is good. You long for glimpses of what’s ahead, for the next chapter of your journey to unfold. But, My daughter, I ask you to rest in this truth: I hold your story in My hands. I need no spoilers to sustain you, no early reveals to prove My love. The path I’ve written for you – twists, turns, highs, and lows – is not random. It all works together in a symphony of purpose, a masterpiece of My making. You are not walking blindly but in faith, and I will never lead you astray. Look to Romans. I have promised that all things – not just the easy, the joyful, or the simple – but all things work together for your good. You are never alone on this journey, and your story is secure. The ending is not just happy; it is glorious, beyond anything you could imagine. So, release your craving for the next scene, the next page. Trust in My timing and savor the present. I have you exactly where you need to be. There is beauty in the now, and contentment is found in knowing that I, your Divine Playwright, am crafting something extraordinary. Every season, every chapter, even those moments when the light seems dim – they all serve a purpose. I will never fail you. Stay rooted in Me, for I am your strength, your guide, and your source of everlasting joy. The story I’ve written for you is filled with beauty, grace, and love. Trust in this process, for it will end in glory. With all My love, Your Father, God
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9/9/2024 0 Comments Dear Abba,Monday, September 9, 2024
11:35 PM Harlem, Bedroom Restless Honest thoughts Dear Abba, I hate the way he makes me feel. I'm always in defense mode not sure where the attacks will be launched from, but know that they all land in my heart. I feel the tension and the need to protect myself. You said if my right arm offends me, I should cut it off. How does that apply to this pain point in my life. Please speak boldly and quickly to my heart because I am desperate!!! -Your child, Dee 9/9/2024 0 Comments A prayer for today
 9/1/2024 0 Comments Dear Abba,Please take away this sadness that I feel. I want to embody your J.O.Y.! I want to be Joyful, Overflowing, & Yielding my best daily!
Please help me to get My S.H.I.T. Together. (Strength, Hope, Intentions & Tenacity) Love, Dee 8/30/2024 0 Comments It's Been a Long Time Coming! It's been a long time coming
The unraveling of my soul Mind, Emotions & Will exposed Seeking refuge from the things that are unfolding before my eyes Sounding off the alarms in heaven Before releasing the storms in my sky It's been a long time And I've lost my way I know love is searching for me I feel its presence when I pray It's been a long time, and some friends have morphed into foes I see the weeds in my garden, and I want to be left alone Let me retreat inside of myself so I won't feel the yearning It's been a long time Since you cradle me in your arms It's been a long time since the fire has been burning It's been a long time, and I don't know where we can go from here It's been a long time, and I am being honest I don't know how much more I can bear!!! 8/1/2024 0 Comments Everything is purposeful Dear Abba,
I feel like I've been swimming against the tide and don't even know how to swim. The ocean is raging inside me, seeking release through my eyes. Should I release it so I can see the rainbow in my sky? A reminder of your covenant and promise that I will live and not die. Abba, when will I feel alive? When will I be filled with your joy that gives me strength? When will I accept that it is an honor to invest in myself? I'm searching, but there are so many missing parts. Will I ever be made whole? Will you put me back together? Will you breathe your Ruach into me? Will you heal my body, heart, and soul? Teach me how to surrender and cover the places in my heart still tender to your touch. Dear Dee, Everything is purposeful! Trust in the Lord with all your heart. (Proverbs 3: 5-6) Trust him with your body, heart, soul, family, marriage, finances, job, calling, business, dreams, fears, and future. Trust him with everything. Don't depend on your understanding of this season of your life. Seek his will in all you do and He will show you the path you are supposed to take. August 2, 2024 2:51 AM Harlem, Bedroom #determined 7/24/2024 0 Comments Dear Abba, .
I've been here before; this place isn't foreign to me. It's like hitting a recurring wall year after year. The same doubts, fears, and uncertainties have arrested my soul and manifested in my body. I've listened to your pastors and prophets, and I feel like they have forgotten their beginnings. I am struggling to attend to the matters in my hands consistently, the things I know you have given me. My heartaches are real, and the storm is stronger within. Which book in the Bible should I enter to calm the seas inside of me? Which song should I sing in this familiar land? How do I build boundaries inside of this broken love that needs mending? How do I keep moving forward without offending those who must be left behind? How do I install windshield wipers in my eyes? Who can I speak to that carry the thoughts of the wise in their hearts? Where are my mentors? Where are my guides? You said nothing is missing, but I feel so empty inside. Abba, will hope come alive? Can it be resurrected in the face of my pain? I need you to show up and forgive me if I am to blame. Shine your light into my darkness and stabilize my inconsistencies. Lead me, and I will follow; teach me, and I will learn by the power of the Holy Spirit. Please release the healing, understanding, and knowledge that I yearn for!!! -Love, Dee July 25, 2024 Back in NYC 2:59 AM #reflective & hopeful 7/15/2024 0 Comments Love is...Paul said that Love is patient and that it is kind
But what happens when Love is exhausted and wants to step off the line? Finding refuge in the back of the mind, away from the Amygdala. Love enters the "Little Brain." It wants to pray, breathe, and learn to control its balance, posture, and coordination again. It doesn't want to be envious, it doesn't want to boast, but lately, Love has to be honest; it's been complaining the most. No, Love isn't proud of this fact, but Love has been under attack. Its eyes have been open, and it sees all the lack. Love wants to be our soul food, but we classify and treat it like a snack. Still, there is a deep desire for Love to find another way to honor its life while healing our hearts each day. Love has been angered but has released the records of wrong. Love wants to be our roadmap to the place where we belong. A place filled with light where evil can't dwell. A place of truth that can break the spell of the past so we can move out of our way. A place where the grace of God protects and covers us when we pray. A place where Hope is resurrected and restored to our lives. A place where Love perseveres and is victorious in the fight. Hold on to Love; it never fails to make the wrong right!!! Written 7/14/24 10:06 AM Harlem, Bedroom #Reflective |
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