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1/31/2024 0 Comments

I want to come home!

Dear Abba,
I want to come home. Lead me to where my authentic self is free and confident to step out of the shadows and be. Be the divine woman you created me to be—a woman filled with wisdom and the favor of her Lord.

-Love,
Dee

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1/30/2024 0 Comments

After a long day of work

Therapy!!!

Today was an intense day at work. I launched the mandated District-wide @ Risk for Dyslexia pilot—shout out to my manual. I dismantled two groups that weren't working. I finally got the insight I needed to complete the Wilson 10-step lesson plan and enjoyed some chicken and waffles for lunch after moving my truck twice for alternate parking rules.

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1/29/2024 0 Comments

1/29/24 9:14 AM Harlem, Bedroom #thoughtful

Dear Abba,
I don't know what I am supposed to do next? Can you please help me?
-Dee

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1/28/2024 0 Comments

Jesus is my bridge over troubled water!

1/28/24 10:16 AM Harlem, Bedroom #hopeful

This morning, as I sit in front of these keys
My heart cries, "Abba father, help me please."
There is a part of me that wants to walk away from Dee.
She is weary, but still desires to BE.
Jesus, will you be my bridge over these troubled waters so I can lay my burdens down?

Dear Dee,
I am your bridge over troubled water and will ease your mind and heal your life! Be encouraged today! All of your dreams are on their way!!!
-Jesus

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1/28/2024 0 Comments

Not at this time!

Sunday, January 28, 2024
8:38 AM
Harlem, Bedroom
#gracefullybroken

I wanted to walk away from it all last night and cried out to God from the depths of my soul. "Release me!" Release me from this pain that is making me feel this way.

This pain leaves my body and manifests into curse words and indignation.
This pain releases thunderstorms from my eyes, leaving them shut in the morning.

I am bruised by words, tainted by memories,
and taunted by my past.

Six years, you planted, and many seeds grew,
but I planted too.
Can we take a moment to acknowledge that?
A moment of silence to breathe in deeply and reflect on how support showed up and how I became more than the woman I ever imagined I would be.

There is a new mandate in my life!
Fire and overflow is my new portion!
I can't succumb to these emotions anymore.
So, I release them today like the butterflies in my stomach.
May they find a new resting place, as I pray for you, us, and me.

-@Jackie- Thank you for praying with me. May God restore your strength and renew your wisdom and ability to hear and release His words even when you don't understand. "Not @ this time!" #RECEIVED

-Love,
Dee

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1/27/2024 0 Comments

Books for this season!

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1/27/2024 0 Comments

Burden Down, Prayers up!

1/27/24
2:07 PM
Harlem, Bedroom
#reflective

Dear Abba,
Is there something wrong with me?
Why do I keep hitting this emotional wall every year?
Can you take this cup away from Dee?
Not my will, but thy will be done!

Love you,
Dee

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1/26/2024 0 Comments

Sleepless Nights

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1/26/2024 0 Comments

Dear Old Friend,

Dear Old Friend,

I had a moment today! I missed your presence and the essence of our friendship. I felt sad and wondered why we were no longer friends, but I knew the truth. The truth about seasons has manifested like a rainbow in the sky after a stormy night. Letting go is hard but necessary. I am writing to tell you that I miss you, forgive you, and wish you the best.

-Love Dee

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1/25/2024 0 Comments