5/5/2024 0 Comments This is how I feelDear Abba, I don't know what I want from them anymore, but I do know what I want for myself. I want the pain to dissolve, and I really want a position of possibility to come forth. It's been too long, and I don't know how to fix what is broken or if I want to fix it at this point. I think the problem begins with people constantly thinking that I got it together or will get it together no matter what. I want to be something other than the Dee that supplies everybody's needs. I want to answer the following questions without hesitation: What do you do for fun? What makes you happy? I want to breathe without feeling like life is restricting my breath. I want to share my feelings with others even if they might get upset. I want to get excited when I think about You saying, "Not Yet!" I want to know what love truly is and how it truly feels. I want to run away with me and see what that weekend might reveal. I want to be honest about my dreams and my doubts and to discover who You created me to be. I want to hear You clearly for myself and embody all of the possibilities!!! With love & respect, Dee Dear Dee, Please stay on the path and go with your gut. Your feelings are valid and you don't have to be afraid to start over again. This time you are starting from experience not scratch. Know that the best is yet to come and you are stronger than you think. Be happy and know that good things take time!
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4/17/2024 0 Comments It's time!I'm going to dig into your soul and pull out your stories that need to be heard I am going to clear your thoughts and free your mind Breathe in deeply and go with the flow of time I'm going to keep it consistent with Me, Myself & I I am going to capture every tear & remind us that it will be fine I will be the accountability partner for all of our needs Writing, reflections, and creating new patterns that give liberty to the soul It's time to be free It's time for us to see with our hearts because we no longer can trust our eyes. @Deepassionate1 I've been pushing this habit for far too long. Not acknowledging the feelings that I was feeling. I don't want to hide anymore! My soul can't live in this state of habitation any longer. I must live in my truth. I must make an impact on myself first. My visibility and stability are in my eyes and hands. The inside work has begun, and burnout and chaos are not an option. I love helping people find their purpose, but I must attend to my healing this season, sipping from my cup first. I must speak up, no more suffering in silence. I am leaning into God while using the tools He has given me to heal myself. -Dee
When was the last time you felt like giving up? I woke up with a pain in my chest this morning. I wanted to walk away from me, but I heard God saying, "Be still." I felt my emotions boiling as I sat outside my bathroom door. I wanted to cry out, "Abba, father, why have you forsaken me?" I was hurting so deep inside, and I felt like I was losing parts of myself. I don't know which way to go; I'm tired of the highs turning to lows. How am I supposed to glow when I'm struggling to grow through these pain points? I don't see any positions of possibilities with my name on them, but I am holding on. I am searching for a place where I feel like I belong—a place with a room of my own that can hold my essence and my thoughts. Abba, can my angels hold me tighter? I feel like I am about to abort my dreams and visions that are inside of me. I am willing to die to my will if it means I can live freely without the restrictions that have burdened my soul. I felt like giving up this morning, but I am holding on to God's promise that He will deliver my soul. -Dee 3/15/2024 0 Comments A cry for help3/16/24
1:59 AM Harlem, Bedroom #holdingonAbba Dear Abba, Please don't let me lose myself again! I feel myself wanting to go inside of me again, and I know that your will for me is to be free. Show me your love and your will in this moment. Free me from this life's bondage and expectations, and help me live in the freedom You gave me. |
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