Everything is purposeful

Dear Abba,

I feel like I've been swimming against the tide and don't even know how to swim. The ocean is raging inside me, seeking release through my eyes. Should I release it so I can see the rainbow in my sky? A reminder of your covenant and promise that I will live and not die. Abba, when will I feel alive? When will I be filled with your joy that gives me strength? When will I accept that it is an honor to invest in myself? 

I'm searching, but there are so many missing parts. Will I ever be made whole? Will you put me back together? Will you breathe your Ruach into me? Will you heal my body, heart, and soul? 

Teach me how to surrender and cover the places in my heart still tender to your touch. 


Dear Dee, 
Everything is purposeful!
Trust in the Lord with all your heart. (Proverbs 3: 5-6) Trust him with your body, heart, soul, family, marriage, finances, job, calling, business, dreams, fears, and future. Trust him with everything. Don't depend on your understanding of this season of your life. Seek his will in all you do and He will show you the path you are supposed to take. 

August 2, 2024
2:51 AM 
Harlem, Bedroom
#determined

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